>The Darkness That is Me

Goodbye

I enter the darkness, blind and obedient

Hoping you’d be the one to guide me through

I descended the abyss, uncertain but decided

Wishing this love was true

But alas, as fate would have it

Deep down I must’ve known

Trust is but a simple factor

But it can stand alone

And that placed next to me, it seems

More powerful and strong

For though what I say, I feel is right

When it hurts, it’s wrong

And yes truth and trust are different

And if one would only see

It doesn’t matter what I do or speak

Though true, if you don’t trust me

And now I’m back in the labyrinth

Back into my own little world

Darkness and night surround me again

Until…until…silence be heard

LOSING MY GROUND

losing my ground once more

faith, wavering in the depths of the see

I see him very clearly, does he see me?

standing in the shadows I feel the pain

as I see the moments past, the visions of then again

and in the twilight of my life

I seek shelter from the cold

and yet I found myself once more losing my ground

these hands I see in front of me

I knew they were once mine

and in the wind I feel his love,all caress divine

and so with shattered thoughts

I awaken from my sleep

only to discover that all was not a dream

and I shake, I cry for help, I sleep less and less

oh when will it stop, oh when will it end

this hell or maybe heaven (for it must be confessed

together with the uncertainty

I found complete and total rest)

it would simply not fade away

is it because I found another

or is it because of that fateful day?

I stare at nothing and I cover my blood stained hands

for I can never decide who lives this life

is it her, or me ,or them or he?

and I found myself losing my ground

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