losing it
Thursday, July 17th, 2008
I’m losing the most important person in my life. whether it’s my fault or not, i’m not entirely sure. I’m hurting so much inside, now. But there’s no way i’m going to show it. i remember the way i felt when they had to give my dog away. I think i’ll write it down.
Maybe sleep would ease my pain
When tears refuse to flow
when my heart is wounded
But not quite broken
when grief just won’t let go
when i’m always dying but never quite dead
Oh sweet Hypnos and thantos
come and rest my head
-sam
