nightmares
Saturday, February 17th, 2007
The Pirate Ship of the Black Circus
This is like a sequel to the series of nightmares I’ve had the chance to experience. Like so many other dreams, it had different settings and I played multiple roles.
For me, this has been one of my most memorable nightmares. It’s not because it left me breathless, for I had a great many others wherein I found myself crying and gasping for breath. NO, it was because every time I close my eyes, all I could see was that horrible scene…
Everyday the black circus would grab one of the villagers of the town square to torture in front of everyone else. They never cared whether it be man or woman, old or young. It didn’t matter to them… the acrobats would swing down from the mast and just grab whoever from down below. They would pass him/her around the deck of the ship. The ship never did leave the town or kingdom (I wasn’t sure how big it was) since it arrived.
Some of their tortures included hanging the victims, cooking them, drowning, or simply cutting one part or another. But one day they became increasingly aggressive and grabbed 5 people instead of 1. One of the taken ones was a woman. Anyway, the villagers scattered and hid. One man, Andy, tried to stop them. But no, the 5 were hanged altogether. And because of his interference, the black payaso took another man and threw him to the acrobats. They held him high. The two black payasos then took what looked like a small chain saw and said whatever happened to the man was Andy’s fault. They saw the man’s jaw on both sides… he looked like he had an elongated mouth which just dropped halfway… next the made a small opening at the man’s belly and put insects inside his half –dead body. Lastly the sawed him in half from head to foot…then dropped his body in the water.
Every time I closed my eyes all I could see was that… for a long time I felt that fear and I believed that I was really losing my mind. It happened one night wherein I couldn’t let go of the rosary and I couldn’t sleep with the lights off. Definitely a very scary experience.
Two guys made me calm down, though. Only they could’ve done that. My brother, Migs and his best friend, my cuz, Vince, no one else. They gave me a strange feeling of peace. I know I’m dying but whenever I’m with them I feel like I’ll exist forever… I love them both very much…Maye too. We’re all avatars anyway… we have to stick together…
I’m still searching for the other avatars.
